So July 7th will be 6months since surgery. So what’s been going on? 1 failed relationship and 1 new job. Both pretty stressful but still losing weight in the process. I was 264 the day of surgery I am now 196!!!!!! Not too bad if I do say so myself.
What’s the hard part? Not over eating, taking vitamins and making sure I get all my protein in everyday. I try really hard but what I’ve learned is that I may have had the surgery but it didn’t get rid of the demons!!!!!!
I really need some therapy. I found a great doc but she doesn’t take my insurance. I worry that I’ll revert back to old habits if I don’t get into a good program. I have learned to wrote down everything I eat and study it closely. If I’m not watching I will end up gaining it all back.
This is a really scary and stressful time. I’m now in charge of my own destiny and now I have the tool it’s just wether mentally I truly understand what I’m dealing with.
I’m trying to stay level but I know I can’t do it on my own. I need to see if I can afford this therapist because I don’t want to get to the point where I’m failing before I get help.
Wish me luck everyone this is an even longer road!!!!!
